Tuesday, December 9, 2008

the kind of love we read about!. My kind of love



Now im not the one who goes all crazy over tv show couples but i watched gossip girl today and the last scene between chuck and blair made me smile just cause it was so adorable. Its the kind of love you read about and hear about but never get to see.
I like you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music,
be interested in spanish football,pretend to be up at 6 in the morning,watch curb your enthusiasm even though its a crappy show.

Dam you!

Monday, December 8, 2008

add another to the list!

chucks grandmother passed away today!

i didn't need 23 more days for something bad to happen. it only took a day!

Sunday, December 7, 2008

why this year has been so bad!

January 2nd: just got done with the finals and decided to party. And we partied a little too much. I was home in my bed scared to death that i was dying. I puked all over the house and called the most unexpected people. Woke up in the morning in my sisters room and i did not remember even a minute from last night! so much for the new year:P i knew there and then it would be a bad year!

February 11th: sarah and M had the biggest fight ever and that's when things really starting going downhill!. The four of us as i knew it were done!

February 14th: i spent the entire day at home sulking over a boy, when hina came over to rescue me. She bought me chocolates and made me feel nice but then again i decided to go to a friend's party not remembering what went wrong on new years and ended up meeting people that i didn't want to see at all specially on valentines for ice cream!

March 6th: my cell phone got stolen!

March 17th: the 20th birthday. i hated it. Didn't celebrate and gave a pharma test in school!

April 6th: we got our result! and despite having 4 distinctions and the 2nd position in the city i was robbed off it for failing islamiat!. spent 4 hours crying non stop and not being able to believe the fact that i could actually fail! sarah and chucks came to pick me and we went all the way to ku and found out i had 4 distinctions and a position!

April 9th: my dad got his angioplasty done. His coronary artery was blocked! 90% of of it and when they were trying to put stents they realized how bad it was and a by-pass had to be done. Thank god we dodged that bullet and it never came to the surgery. So right now my dad walks around with 6 stents in his heart which make sure his heart gets enough oxygen and blood to stay pumping!

June: the whole month was horrible. The mid terms went bad. Things at school were awful. people were fighting all the time and i was just so sick of life!

August: despite having the strongest team in 4 years and winning our group matches with ease(to the say the least) we lost in the quarters of the 4th football nationals! It was heart breaking because at that moment and time football was the only thing which kept me going! I don't play football anymore,i think i quit!

November 10th: hina's dad passed away!

December: sarah's dad got diagnosed with cancer. His surgery is on Thursday! i also have been fighting with people i call my best friends!

23 more days left in the year to end! still time for more horrible stuff to happen!

God help me!

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

doubtful smiles!





HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Bitching of the adult type!

I really feel an urge to spill it all out. And once and for all be done with it. Its really killing me, standing there and watching her lie to me right on my face everyday!!

Just fucking admit that he's back in your life and that you are just like them if not worse! You say You aren't friends. You tell us you aren't hanging out and then of all the people your parents tell me he was over in the morning and he left cause I was going to come over! And he's been staying over for the past 2 weeks almost every day!!

So yeah...! that's bitching..adult style cause we blog about it!
suck it up!