our city of lights =(

Brilliant..just fucking brilliant.. when you know things are bad people are looking for an opportunity you go out in masses and give them a chance to blow up..bombs every where.. then to top of it all off they burn the shops. Those poor people. more than 2000 shops burned.. kya hai yaaar....

u wanted to mourn karbala..mourn not what has passed but what u have become and how uve let ur khalifa and his sons down!!

they city is turning on itself..what have we come to???? Atleast when musharraf was ruling we felt safe. democracy or no democracy. Fuck you Fuck you all!!!! screwing with us!!
We should make all these god dam corrupt politicians and the god dam pussy police force stand in one line and shoot them in the fucking head. And when done with that burn the god dam media down.. geo keeps playing the video over and over again with a sad song playing in the background.express keeps saying how its the first to bring the news from every angle. You motherfuckers this is not a fucking competition or a media stunt. This is our country.. our city we're talking about!!!!!!

I wish I could help do something be somewhere be someone =(

Who says i can't go home?

You're standing at a junction in your life. Everything you cared for, loved for ended. Now you either turn right or you turn left and start a new life. Leave the scars, the pain the suffering behind. But human nature doesn't allow it. Why not go back and change everything. Make a different choice, take a different step, have a different approach and change the outcome. Apologize, ask for more, not keep it all inside and fight for your innocence. Punish or forgive those who gave you that pain, made you suffer and scarred you for life. Move on. Look for new ways of happiness. Never settle for less. Don't give up on those you love and things you care about. If you love someone tell them. Don't hesitate about anything. Don't be safe. Take a risk. Surely you won't be standing at that junction then... Unfortunately life doesn't come with erasers or a rewind button. You have to make a choice. Left or right?

Hoping for a change. One post at a time :s

I've always had a lot of respect for javed miandad, after all he's the one of the most successful pakistani batsmen if not the most successful and i.ve always paid heed to his opinions about the state of pakistani cricket or the current team. But Recently he made a statement which made me rethink. He said mohammad yousuf did a fine job as a captain and should be retained as captain for a longer term! I mean seriously? The guy was a total failure. Not only did he himself fail as a player on the recent newzealand series but he failed to come out as a leader!He did not rotate his bowlers properly or have any idea about field placement. The pakistani team dropped an average of about 11 catches per test match. I agree that that his not yousuf's fault. But having the wrong man at the wrong place is. Imran farhat dropped 3 catches at first slip and not even tough one's and yet the guy stood at the same position all throughout the match. Umar gul one of the worst fielders was standing on the point position, where he dropped a sitter and mccullum went on to make a century! The point is the most crucial position in the game and the most amazing fielders have occupied that place. jonty rhodes, ricky pointing and more recently suresh raina of india! Yaar had ho gai. I couldn't help but laugh at his field positions and the decisions he took! It's about time we get an intelligent player in the team and make him captain. Someone whose young, fresh and understands the game of cricket!

Battle studies

No that has nothing to do with my exams or studies it's john mayer's new album.. It is amazing. The last few weeks have been sucky and this made my day =D.. it made me smile... yayyy.. papers are 2 days away.. Allah mian save me!!

On the other hand..Justine Henin is back..yes baby..now I finally have a reason to start watching women's tennis again..

This entry is totally pointless it was meant to be more but I got lost in the awesomeness that is dexter...which totally made me cry.. How could they kill rita off =( Anyho.. later general medicine and battle studies awaits =D

'Stony mcblue's'.. What chuck?

I've never been so scared in my life. Not when i was on my way to thailand 4 years ago and the pilot told us we need to put the oxygen masks on because there was decreased cabin pressure. I recited the kalma and sat calmly while people around me panicked. Not even when i fell on my knee 2 and a half years ago while playing footie knowing my knee was already screwed up and one more mistake and i would need surgery. Not when i crashed my dad's car almost a year ago for the first time ever and then had a fight with the other driver. Not when i was caught stoned and passed out by my parents 3 years ago. No, even in that state i apologized kept my cool and told them i'd stay grounded take any punishment! Not when hina told me her father passed away and i had to hold my bestfriend while she cried unconditionally, and for the first time in the 6 years of knowing her i didn't have a word to say to her. Not when my father had an attack and underwent a major cardiac surgery and had 5 stents put in his vessels to make sure his heart keeps pumping. No, but this year the exams they scare the shit outta me

3 words that became hard to say. I and love and you

Every bit hurts.. Every part of it. You never promised anything but i believed in forever, i believed in promises, i believed in love. It's been so long and i've tried to give myself to someone who loves me more than you ever could but you hold me back. I blame you for ruining me. You played with my head and you screwed with my heart. I love you but i want to be happy like you and i want you to be miserable like me.