Wish list

I have lots of things I wish for this year. I have resolutions too..
1) stop swearing so much. I'm not saying all together but yes decrease the frequency!
2) start saving and not spending so much
3) start caring about more relevant things
4) try to make a difference
5) do something that I've never done before and not something bad but something that matters(this is much like #4)
6) my blog should also not be so gay and emo, it should focus on more relevant and important things!
7) try and convince mama to get me a new tv for my room, one which I like not the one she got
8) Be a little more like my father because he is a darn good human being, h might not be a great father or a husband but by god he's an amazing human being
9) be even more patient towards mama because she's amazing. And she deserves it
10) learn to cook..this one's not for me it's for ma


and last I need to accept the fact that I am now becoming a dentist and there's no way out.. I keep thinking what I really really want to be and what I'd be amazing at.. A sports reporter or a sports journalist. I would kill at that. I not only love sports it's what I know. Football, tennis, cricket, that's my life. And not just watching it like knowing it.. knowing my stuff. I can write about it.. talk about it and know what I'm saying and be right and make people notice. But aaahh those are just stupid wishes!

So here is to 2010 finally!!!

It's over

Finally 3rd year is over..yayyyy
Another year then it's Doctor for sure inshAllah.. abhi i'm off will keep in touch with this.. lots to say
much love=)

http://www.latimes.com/news/nation-and-world/la-na-palindrome2-2010jan02,0,6788304.story

That is super cool =D

Stay with me... Baby when the lights go down

Idiots at ku postponed our papers. Allah puchay in se!! My new years resolution is to take over ku and burn it down. Ya ya i'm dreaming big but they say you aim for the moon and land on the stars no? So ya. Another year has come and gone by. I'm still stuck in the same place. Still crying over the same issues and still getting happy about the lame things that don't matter!! I've been listening to stay with me by akcent a lot. And while that song makes me happy sometimes cause it's got that happy party feeling to it, it's lyrics make me think too. I'm a very stubborn person when it comes to my feelings. I never make them clear and i never ask for what i want in terms of relationships and friendships. I sit back and hope things will take its course. Many a times i have regretted that. Most recently with that boy situation.I realized pretty early on he was just like me. We let it linger on for a year and never did something about it. And when things seem to be falling in place we were both to stubborn to take those few steps and then things just changed and we left without saying goodbye. I don't know if it hit him as hard as it hit me but ya. I guess thats the way of life. It seems as though i've moved on from it. But somethings just trigger those feelings again. Too bad those things are the most important things in my life like football and music. I've stopped listening to our kind of music. Didn't watch football for a while but i love it much more than i ever liked him. So thats back. Hopefully music will be too. Till then it's gay stuff like akcent..