Stay with me... Baby when the lights go down

Idiots at ku postponed our papers. Allah puchay in se!! My new years resolution is to take over ku and burn it down. Ya ya i'm dreaming big but they say you aim for the moon and land on the stars no? So ya. Another year has come and gone by. I'm still stuck in the same place. Still crying over the same issues and still getting happy about the lame things that don't matter!! I've been listening to stay with me by akcent a lot. And while that song makes me happy sometimes cause it's got that happy party feeling to it, it's lyrics make me think too. I'm a very stubborn person when it comes to my feelings. I never make them clear and i never ask for what i want in terms of relationships and friendships. I sit back and hope things will take its course. Many a times i have regretted that. Most recently with that boy situation.I realized pretty early on he was just like me. We let it linger on for a year and never did something about it. And when things seem to be falling in place we were both to stubborn to take those few steps and then things just changed and we left without saying goodbye. I don't know if it hit him as hard as it hit me but ya. I guess thats the way of life. It seems as though i've moved on from it. But somethings just trigger those feelings again. Too bad those things are the most important things in my life like football and music. I've stopped listening to our kind of music. Didn't watch football for a while but i love it much more than i ever liked him. So thats back. Hopefully music will be too. Till then it's gay stuff like akcent..