Sunday, April 4, 2010

Where there is pain, there is healing

I've become very frustrated by school and all the work there. And how all of a sudden people think i'm a dentist and come to me with all sorts of issues and expect me to be there. i treated or took 5 people to the dentist in the past week including my dads bestfriend's wife and my khala.. I was so pissed because they called at the last minute and expected to be treated like royalty. I don't know how my father has been handling this for almost 30 years now. pain i swear. but there's another reason why I'm even more frustrated.

I'm frustrated because I get the feeling I've been judged quite a lot lately, and that frustrates me because I don't really judge others. I say that, as everyone judges, even just a little bit, and I am on the low end of that scale. The only judgement I have of others, are how they are with me. What I mean is, about some people you can hear rumours that they are a bitch or a bastard, but I don't take them as that if they've never been that way with me, I'll just take them for who they are with me. So to get judged on how I look, how I sound, how I dress, the music I like, the movies I like etc. I really do not like, because really it is very unfair, and that is why I do not judge others on those things.

to end it.. dino said something yesterday which really struck me and brought back good memories.
'Where there is pain, there is healing'.. =)

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